630 am thoughts

it 630 am early in the morning, right after my Fajr prayer, turning on my lappy to do unfinished bundles of writings and being distracted by the thought of blogging, so here am I. Its been more than year since I blog, its been dusty all over here and there. What would else I'll be thinking of if its not Master journey. January 2019, I've been unofficially graduated from an APEX university with first class degree in Forensic Science, a course name that would make someone's head explode. Yeah, you don't believe me, my mom used to chit chat her with her friend and this one day, my mom happened to ask her on what her son is studying, and she said "Doctor", and mom was like "wow very good", in return, she asked the same, and mom told "forensic", and she said "wow that's rare,, wonderful, great bla bla bla". These aunties have been so dissolved into CSI. Okay back to the track, I've been hunting for jobs and opportunities related to forensic but most of them are government-based which is quite hard because getting interviews from the government is once in a blue moon (or supermoon), that long it is. Somehow I manage to grab an opportunity in Private industry, as an adjuster and got my job offer but it was retracted right before my first day, because of not having a personal car. At those depressed state, even poisoned food will look like heaven of taste. I received a call from my ex Academic Advisor, he was offering full research programme, master in forensic chemistry, which is fully granted, and my answer would be definitely YES. Now, I'm in the middle of the Master trach, sensing little regret. I wish nothing but the best for the future, leaving all my pain and sorrows to the Almighty.